Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Very Little Loyalty

I cannot help but feel hugely disappointed with this town.
I can't wait until the end of track and I plan to make myself unavailable for the weekend meets. They already take up too much of my time. Winter track ended right when it was supposed to (psychologically) but spring track is overstepping it's boundaries. This week is turning out to be the second week from hell (the first was last month) and I have a million things that I haven't even really started due on Friday. Grandma came from NY to visit during the Mother's day weekend and we shall call that period of time The Ordeal. The Ordeal is self explanatory. But the most tragic of this week is that I failed a math test. I got a 60, which is my lowest grade this year. Luckily I get to retake it, but that's next Monday so it doesn't count for this week. The only thing remotely on the bright side is that I've finished the Count of Monte Christo by Alexander Dumas in 3 days. But it's not really on the bright side at all cause it could account for my 60 in math.
I have been forced to deal with this psychotic bitch, who seems to hate me so much that I star in her random conversations. I'm just trying to get away from her, that's all I want and I've scheduled a meeting with Guidance to see that I'm not in any of her classes or lunches next year. What I've discovered so far is that apparently she says I call her racist every day when really I don't even talk about her and she came up with that word all on her own, so she must feel guilty about something. She also has permission from her mother to punch me, which tells us what kind of family she's from. Now I have long and deep history with her extending to approximately 7 years and I want her out of my life. I have bigger biceps than her and I don't care whose permission I need, if she makes one move towards me, she is going down.
I also hate the officials of this town. Why in the world did they pick THIS time of year to redo the town's roads? Couldn't they have waited until school was over? That seems to make for sense than making hardworking students late for school every day. Speaking of such, it really is a shame I'm one of them, otherwise I would just skip school. Skipping seems to be the answer to all my problems (momentarily). The people who run this frickin' town always seem to take the less sensible way around things thinking it's the easiest and doing thing that we'll all be sorry or the in long run. Like knocking down a perfectly fine old house that is in pristine condition to put up huge townhouses that nobody has the money to live in, while there are abandoned factories with broken in windows and all sorts of bad, unsanitary and illegal things going on inside, just languishing by the river. Also having something like that eyesore is against state and federal laws. But, hey, who really cares about minor things like those anyway.
I'm sorry that I've been ranting like this but quite honestly, I really don't want any feedback. Concerned mothers, friends trying to come up with unhelpful solutions, and people saying "well you really shouldn't blah blah blah" is really not what is going to make me feel better. So don't try. Sometimes it's much easier to rant on and that way I can come up with a solution myself. Now I have to study for a physics test and I've just been called down the the office.

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